Commitmentphobic
August 2011 (10th Grade)

Stay away from my mind.
Get out of my head.
You're the last thing I want to think about
when I go to bed.
Stop torturing my soul.
Quit playing with my heart.
Just hearing your voice
tears me apart.
I'm sick of lovesongs.
In silence, I lie.
Stupid songs make me think of you.
How could I forget those eyes?
Dumb ballads stick in my mind
like super glue.
You never let our song begin.
So why do I love you?
You care too,
but you don't want to face the blame.
No matter how much I want them to,
things will never be the same.
I'm searching for love.
When is it my turn?
I'm desperate for your call,
which you never return.
Sometimes tears fill my eyes
and fall with no consent.
Who am I kidding?
I'm in love with a guy who is afraid of commitment.